Too much

I feel like I’ve always been told I’m too much. Too much of everything no matter what it is. I feel too much or not enough. Care too much or not enough. Expect too much or not enough. You get the gist. Is there really a good happy medium? Is there ever going to be someone who thinks you’re just enough of exactly who you’re supposed to be?

I do have high expectations in certain aspects of my life and probably not enough in other aspects. Maybe it’s a fault to some and Maybe a great quality to others. I don’t care at this point. I care that I’m authentic to myself. I don’t care that the people who think I’m too much are probably mediocre. I don’t care that the people who think I’m not enough have different standards that might not apply to me. If we don’t pay attention to ourselves and how we want to grow or learn we’ll always be chasing someone else’s dream. We’ll never be satisfied with ourselves and upset when we feel like we’ve let others down and not stayed true to ourselves.